wow i havent' done this in a really long time! So much has been going on i've been so busy! School takes up most of my time these days... i have my tech program i'm doing for hospitality and tourism that i love it is so much fun and i'm learning more this past month in that class than i have the rest of the time i have been in school!! i'm also in AP american history and math 1010 that takes up a lot of time...i "get" to go to all the football games this year since andrew decided he is trying for a football scholarship too and is now the kicker for varsity and JV...i'm also doing french club council which is so fun but a lot of hard work! being in all these fun things has made me make new friends that i never would have met if i didn't do it! I think everyone needs to try something new its amazing how much you can learn and gain! Dan left for his mission almost two months ago now and its been hard but so amazing to see how much he has learned and he knows now that we lived in a bubble our whole lives living in utah and idaho haha. Krysta is off at SUU now and has been there for a while now too...she loved it at first and now she is a little homesick and is having roommate troubles she is thinking about transfering to somewhere else that would be "better for her" i think she thinks it was going to be more like BYU since it was still in utah and she has had a little culture shock! My parents are the same still working although my mom did break her ankle and sprained her knee playing KICKBALL at work....yeah my mother plays kickball! I got my license a while ago too and i'm very excited to get to drive to idaho..when my parents finally let me go....i'm hoping sometime soon!! well thats whats been up with me! i miss everyone in idaho and hope to get to visit soon!! love you all and have an AWESOME day :)

New Thoughts

So i was talking to Daniel today when it hit me......I'm going to be all alone this summer....let me explain...
Daniel had his final interview with the Bishop today and has his interview with the stake pres. to put his papers fully in and should get his call sometime very soon...he will be hopefully leaving this summer.
Krysta is going to SUU for her 1st year of college this fall and has orientation etc. going on this summer.
Marcus has a job and is only home at night any ways.
Dad and Mom both work too.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSTED TO DO ALL SUMMER??
Liz works at night so Coop doesn't even need a nanny this summer....
This is weird...I have to do all the chores...i'll even have to start COOKING for my self at let me tell you I CAN"T COOK!!! The extent of my cooking skills is chocolate chip cookies, brownies, cake, frosting, lasagna (with mama's help), and bagels!!! I"M NOT GOING TO SURVIVE THIS SUMMER.....Older siblings need to realize the travisty this causes leaving younger kids by themselves!!! I never thought i would miss my older brothers and sisters when they finally decided to leave but now i realize how much they did for me!
Marcus always knew how to solve hard problems,when something went wrong you would know to ask marcus what to do his ideas and imagination are limitless as how to solve things, and can make you laugh in ANY situtation.
Daniel was always willing to talk and was always my emotional support, i could trust him with anything. When he moved to Idaho I at least knew i could call or text him whenever i needed, with him on a mission its not that easy, letters take a while to get and he is supposted to be focusing on the work any ways, not my boy of friend problems at home.
Krysta was always a friend any friday i didn't have plans i could count on her to fill them for me. She always cooked dinner when mom wasn't home. She takes me to school, and to friends houses, lunch, on late night drives for no reason, and put up with my "white girl" dancing in the car when good songs come on the radio, as she puts it anyways.
I never realized how much i would miss them or how much they did for me and how important it is to have a strong family you can rely on. My parents will always be there for me but not in the same way my brothers and sister have been...These next two years i have left of high school and with out them is going to be an interstingadventure and i hope i can handle it. Good friends hopefully will come my way that will take their subsituted places, cuz my idaho friends of course are in Idaho...i don't know how i've made it through my first year of high school with out them...its been hard! Thanks to my mom and dad for creating such a loving, strong, and close family i have been able to rely on! And for the oportunity to move to idahp to create such good friends and role models! I will really miss my brothers and sisters as they start in "the real world" and on new missions in their lives. I already miss everyone in idaho and i hope you all know that and that i love you all so much!! Thank you to of course my father in heaven for bring all these amazing people into my life as well, with out him these next few years might seem impossible with out his comfort and guidence, reading my patriarchal blessing in sacrament today helped me realize all these things and how blessed i am. I hope you all realize the same and know how much you are loved!! wish me luck!

4th quarter

Its finally fourth quarter and things are slowin down again but only a little and at school...i'm still a dance captain for our stake in the temple celabration that is coming up on may 30th, which has taken up a lot of my time me and krysta help with warm-ups and just learned how to do the boot scoot (i don't know who to spell that is that right?) after like 5 years of time to forget it..lets just say we got taught by a 5 year old on youtube.....my AP euro test is may 8th that my teacher has us running scholastic marathons for and i have written a total of 5, 45 minute timed, essays in the past 2 weeks.. not to mention the prep tests as well.. we also are preping for CRT end of the year testing that starts april 23 or 28th, i don't remember i have also started drivers ed (finally) but my mom is TERRIFIED to drive with me so i only get to go with my dad on the weekends...maybe over spring break that will change... my last break until summer scary i know....but im kinda scared to get my lisence cuz of all the scary drivers out there but i cant wait to get a job so i can go to idaho more often (I really need to get a haircut from kenz and go shoe shopping with jess) and so i don't have to bug my parents about money to do stuff.... i am also going to the BYU language fair on the 16th for french which i am really excited about, my 2 months of memorizing le corbeau a la renard is finally paying off! I also am going to a lot of andrew's home soccer games which actually takes up most of my time soccer games are LONG! maybe i should start taking my homework with me but that would almost defeat the purposed of going to watch...his dad has gotten quite good at pimping me out on dates with him to get them to win which by the way we are undefeated (in varsity but not JV) and #2 in the state Riverton is our last team we have to beat to get #1!!!! I only have 52 days until i'm 16.....and 40 days left of school!! Before i go i just want to tell Jess happy b-day only 364 days until you are free!! love ya'll

school registration already!!

In PAWS today i got my registration stuff for next year already! I feel like i just started 9th grade yesterday how can i be getting ready for my junior year?? I'm applying for 3 in high school college courses to recieve high school and college credit and taking another set of classes at the tech center that can give me 14 hours of college credit and a paid internship for my senior year... the course i'm taking is on hospitality and tourism..or buisness managment i think it will be fun and a job that is always in need so if times get hard i have a pretty good chance of not getting layed off!! Its still just so crazy to think that i'm already 1/2 way through high school and already getting ready for college i don't even know what college i want to go to...any suggestions?? I miss being in middle school and having things being so much more relaxed...i don't want to grow up yet!! But i guess its something we all have to do..it just happens faster than we expect!

day 2

b-day #2 of the semester and i think i am going to survive...i never knew i could do 12 pull ups but p.e. every other day for 5 years i guess really does pay off....but i can't shake the feeling that something is wrong.....like one of those feelings that someone isn't telling you the truth..that something isn't right...how do you fix that?? But at least funny things seem to constantly be happening which keeps things worth while...and of course family.i'm so happy i have a family that is always there for me and friends as well..and neighbors..i dont know what i would do without liz sam cooper and sophie to keep me entertained and laughing!! everyone needs some of that in their lives along with some chocolate and hugs!!

lost

2nd semester finally started wednesday after a long weekend which sucked but at least we are 1/2 way through the year!!!! The other thing that started this week..LOST (the TV show) i totally hate that show but can't help but watch it! You watch one episode cuz you are bored and then BAM! you are sucked in and can't stop watching it even though you are totally confused the whole time and don't know what is goin on!!! It sooo frustrating but you can't stop your self i hate it...daniel isn't even here to help me understand...but at least it is something to do to keep my mind off of careers, drivers ed, P.E. (with a fractured ankle), biology, honors english, AP euro history, college prep math, and french....seminary is my only break- i' m so glad i have friends in my class it makes it more personal- i hope 2nd semester goes by just as fast and the 1st one only 2 and 1/2 years of high school left and then i get to choose what the heck i want to do with the rest of my life...i don't even know what i want to be yet...this is going to be hard any good ideas?? Who knew life could be so.....interesting but hard at 15...
P.S.- only 135 days until i trn 16!!!! Yay

random things

random things about me.....stupid tags....
my fav. color is purple
i can't even think about nails on a chalk board or i cringe
i hate talking about spit it makes me sick
i tare ligaments in my foot while getting my hair done
i'm terrified to grad. high school
my fav. class in school i P.E. (except running and push ups)
i love reality TV
i'm obsessed with grey's anatomy and the bachelor
my life goal is to be friends with as many people as possible..and visit france
i still don't know what i want to be when i grow up
whenever i listen to a song i always listen for ballroom dance beat never the lyrics
no one is cuter than cooper sophie and anden and never will be
i hate yellow cars
i can be really conseeded (and can't spell)
it can take me any where from 15 minutes to 4 hours to get ready
i don't really like wearing just a t-shirt and jeans but its functional
i hate people who get botox..they look fake and plastic
i am always cold and hate it
i pick fights with my brothers on purpose so i can fight them..and win!
i think that obama is funny looking...like something out of a cartoon
i am related to obama....distant cousin...we share a great grandpa i think
i want to marry someone in the milatary
i want black roses in my floral arangments at my wedding on the tables..i dont know why
i am obsessed with football go green bay...and BYU...and the eagles...cowboys and bronocos SUCK!!!
i hate checking e mails and
i compair people i meet to songs they remind me of...its kinda a not so good habit...
but that is me in a random nutshell that isn't quite complete but i didn't want to put anything else on here so love ya'll!